Went to extract a bad tooth today. Found out that it's actually my wisdom tooth when I was at the clinic. Imagine the horror! Heard all these gruesome stories about the surgery needed to extract a wisdom tooth~ scary! =(

The dentist told me he could try to pull it out for me, but if it fails, he would have to perform surgery to get it out. I was pretty scared but I just took my chances and just try to do a normal extraction on it.

Luckily it was successful! The needle look big! scares the shit out of me =p

Went home and the pain was pulsating from my gums to my head! Took the medicine given and went to sleep. Woke up and the pain is gone! =D

=( my heartbeat went to Cambodia and will only be back on the 27th. That's 7 days away! I'm gonna miss her =( =( =(

the feelings of getting lost soon is creeping up on my silently. at this moment now, my mind ain't working in a sane manner. some part of it is running simulations of future events, some is running thoughts of mth end event, some running all around thoughts of my baby girl.

something happened few days back that would have happened later on in life. it's just a lil' earlier than predicted and honestly, I'm partially ready for the outcome. I know one day I will have to run solo without anyone alongside to motivate me on. how long I can last, God knows but one thing for sure, I am very much glad I managed to gather quite a handful of important skills and knowledge.

I'm on a self motivated spree now and I know as long as I keep only the positive portion and remain deaf on the negative portion, I can keep up my present performance.

that aside, why is it that until now I'm still feeling insecure of things? to be precise, matters of the heart. it is said that the unsaid feelings are the most powerful of it while the said ones are empty words. I just hope it is that way.

you'll be the last, if this doesn't work, i dun wish to get involve in another...

UPSET!

found out an alarming piece of news yesterday. from the way I deciphered it, it states " Hi Rio, just to let you know that your sex life for the remaining of your life is gonna be boring, and contains no variety at all. blowjobs are extinct! " OMG! :o

*sigh* but if she's gonna give me pretty kids cause she's so adorable herself, I don't mind. After marriage, I believe a guy's life as a husband is all about his wife and kids and nothing else matters. Beautiful kids and a loyal wife means more to me than anything else in the world.

Just don't make it too extreme pls =/ sex once a mth is totally unacceptable, period!

I can't believe I slept through till late yesterday. Feel so disappointed and blew all my plans. Maybe Yean was right. He once told me that my sleeping habit will one day bring me problems. *sigh* Didn't meant to stood her up.

However, I did all I could to make it to meet her. Took the ever so expensive cab all the way to bugis just so I could meet my adorable huggy. *hug*

My NUH appointment is tomorrow and all I'm hoping for is another 3 mths extension. I need that stay for the year end. I have to make it! .><.