Sunday, March 30, 2008

Just came back from the clinic. I realize, if I don't change my wound dressing regularly, it's more painful. Sigh...

Got my HTC touch! Weeeee!

Friday, March 28, 2008



The love of my life. Baby, you just have to believe me, I truly love you and won't do anything stupid that would jeopardize our relationship.

Love you, unconditionally...

Thursday, March 27, 2008

Went to NUH today for my 2nd appointment. My Dr wasn't available so his colleague attended to me instead. Changed the dressing and it was semi painful =p

Everything was going ok. Visited Aris then we went to have a late lunch. But the worst part was when going home. The massive jam nearly made me died on the way home.

Sigh

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

Went to the clinic today to wash my wound and change the wound dressing. The Dr look huge! Scare the shit outta me but found out that he's very nice and gentle.

It's a painful experience. Felt like my life was being sucked out of me. But I wanna get better soon so no choice, have to withstand all this pain.

My girl, Clare. Never in my life have I ever met a girl who love me this much. She would come to visit me almost everyday after school. My heart sees only her and no other girl. I've had my time, seen so much before. This girl will be the last I will ever love and cherish. I don't think any other girl can love this much and she can.

For your info, this is how I looked like during the 1st 4 days inside NUH after the accident



Heavily sedated with morphine that made me sleepy 24/7 for more than a week! Morphine!

Monday, March 17, 2008

1 Guys hate sluts even though they have sex with them! (oh yeah..you're not "popular" if you've slept with more than 6 guys..you're a HOE)

2 Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

3 Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

4 Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him

5 Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest.

6 Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.

7 Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.

8 Guys get jealous easily.

9 Guys are more emotional than they'd
like people to think.

10 Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

11 Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.

12 A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

13 Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.

14 Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.

15 Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused.

16 When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."

17 If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

18 If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.

19 When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.

20 When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.

21 Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.

22 A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

23 Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.

24 Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.

25 Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.

26 If you are going to reject a guy, just do it. Don't say they are like a brother or just good friends, it just hurts even more. Tell them that you aren't interested in a relationship and they will respect you.

27 Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.

28 When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible
Had my haircut today. Now I look like a skeleton. Skinny and hairless. If my baby girl leave me for what I look like now, I'm gonna steal a bike and crash into a wall =(

I wanna get back on my feet ASAP. Back to work and back to my normal life but there's no way I'm ever gonna ride a bike again. Pillion or rider. I caused too many tears to flow, once is enough.

I still have my promise to my mum and my baby girl to keep. This time I'm lucky to be alive. Next time I won't be so lucky...

Thursday, March 13, 2008

This marks the 2nd day since I got home from the hospital. Got involved in an accident. Regretted it the 2nd time I opened my eyes and saw the hospital lights. Was aware all the time that I was admitted to NUH.

My mum and brother told me, the night I was admitted, I was breathing with the aid of machines. Now. that's scary! The moment I saw my baby girl, I remembered my promise to her. " I won't die that easily " I was so scared when i saw my mum and older sister. Luckily I didn't get scolded for nearly dying.

The bike that I was sitting on as a pillion looks like this


Yes, I was the pillion and not the rider so you can imagine how I flew when the accident happened. Fortunately, my strong faith kept me alive. I've always have this faith that God won't allow me to die so easily. I'm living through hell all this moment and shit won't ever get worse for me.

Was in ICU for a week or so, then transferred to High Dependency ward for a week and then to normal ward for a day. My liver had a tear =( but no bones in my body cracked or broke.

Aight then, tired from sitting. I'm still thinking if I should get a new phone or a PSP slim instead?