And here we are again, back at the "trying" to developed Batam island of Indonesia. The internet is slow as usual, trying to load a page seems like trying to load 64736436 pages simultaneously. I wonder why they never did any improvement or upgrades to it.

I now realised I can't wake up early if there's nothing to be done. Apart from watching the walls, there's nothing much that I can do here. Well, if seen vaguely. I'm still trying to discipline myself to do a regular workout to burn these fats of mine. Huisan been nagging about how fat I am (am I?) and I can't argue cause my tummy really is a lil' on a large side.

I miss that girl, my girl. Should I land myself with a job here, can she cope with me being away so far from here. She's independent and realistic but her refusal of promises is making me feel insecure.

If there's one thing I'm hoping so much for is grow old with her as husband and wife...